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Vanity vs. Insecurity

I love typing on my laptop. The feel of my laptop keyboard is so much more different than a computer keyboard, and I like the delicate clicking sound of my fingers hitting the keyboard. Anyways, I was going to my math c…
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way

^I got inspired by Michelle's Vanessa Carlton concert, and whipped out my burned copy of Be Not Nobody. I'd forgotten how good this album was - I wonder why I deleted it from my iTunes. And thankfully, "A Thousand Miles"…
Australopithecus.

No more vacation. No more concert. It's officially back to normal life, which I guess is both a good and bad thing. -I've been called a nerd by two of my teachers. Mr. Teixeira said I was pretty nerdy because I was the…
We all struggle with Forward Motion.

Day two of my post-vacation life. My trip to Spain and Portugal was awesome - I was so far removed from Alameda that I'm still kind of confused on what my normal life is supposed to be like. I've already written pages up…
Shake a fist, let's breathe it in now

I get to apply for housing today for Cal Poly! Whoo! Here's hoping for the red-brick dorms (knock on wood) We've been watching Sicko in English this past week - it has absolutley nothing to do with anything we're about …
"How's THIS for a personal essay?"

Hello all. I'm feeling much better, physically and mentally. I woke up at noon today on my own accord, without any alarm, and feeling fairly refreshed, so I take it as a sign that I got enough sleep. I reread my previous…
Mellon Collie.

I do some of my best thinking at night, when I'm laying in bed. It kind of sucks when my mind is racing and I can't sleep for hours, but sometimes it helps, because I remember things that I wouldn't normally remember. Or…
We never grew out of this feeling that we won't give up

There are certain songs and albums I have that open up a flood of memories when I listen to them. Nightmare of You reminds me of Italy. Relient K and Peter Bjorn and John remind me of LA. Michelle Branch reminds me of s…
What will you do when the money goes?

I'm back from Europe. It was a fun, albeit sometimes rushed and disorganized, blur, and I think I need to mull over my experience a bit before writing a proper description of it. I can say that English (or at least, Lond…
completely unrelated subjects in an attempt to condense the amount of blog entries I write.

Currently Listening: Jimmy Eat World - Last Christmas An interesting thought I came across whilst browsing the internet: "I'm not sure happiness is a great goal anyway. Some of the most unhappy people in the world se…